Thank you,

People from Media Central:
Avital, a really special friend, trustful and helpful, energetic and careness.
Danny, who always makes me cry at the phone, telling me too many nice things:) - Im so happy to be your friend!
Oded, always crazy, surprizing me with his weirdo stories:) and burning me DVDs with movies and "gaza experience" :)
Suheir, whom i will always remember from the field tours done together with the journalists.
Rhyannon, a very nice Australian girl, whom i will share the best humus in Ako, hopefully soon:)

Nontheless, Aryeh, from whom I learnt a lot, acting and working in a professional environment.

Moreover, sharing an office with 3 israelis, 1 palestinian, an australian, Aron the English guy, and sometimes with the peanut butter of Rachel, the American, was amazing:)

woken up

from an illusion
searching the foggy present
try to cover the future with invisible thoughts
easy, i can jump...

15 days left

It's 1st February...
It's the end of a former beginning and a start of a next end...
It's depressing
It's weird
It's raining
It's plain but flooded with amazing memories
It's alone - the soul
It's still trustful
It's sunny now - in my office, through the window blinds the sunbean brightened my mind

i will be happy soon again
i will leave home soon again
i will see my future soon again
i will feel a mess soon again
i will be a self-destruction soon again
i will make some mistakes soon again
i will take risks soon again
i will not be patience soon again
i will wait to come back soon again
i will miss you too soon again...
i will continue to be "me". just like this in the way u cant handle.

Simple "nothing"

Sometimes you have to take things like granted, without any explanation, reason or a normal fact.
This sounds so stupid to me but unfortunately it's so realistic.

men have targets, women have pride
men want power, women want respect
men think they may posses, women think they might get
men gave up, women hope
men have 2heads and hardly only one work but in the way they want..
women have thoughts that dont get into men's heads...

im tired..