15 days left

It's 1st February...
It's the end of a former beginning and a start of a next end...
It's depressing
It's weird
It's raining
It's plain but flooded with amazing memories
It's alone - the soul
It's still trustful
It's sunny now - in my office, through the window blinds the sunbean brightened my mind

i will be happy soon again
i will leave home soon again
i will see my future soon again
i will feel a mess soon again
i will be a self-destruction soon again
i will make some mistakes soon again
i will take risks soon again
i will not be patience soon again
i will wait to come back soon again
i will miss you too soon again...
i will continue to be "me". just like this in the way u cant handle.